Trick or Treat

Today was halloween and I have to say it was one of the nicer onces because they weather was really nice. I can't remember a halloween where the weather was nice and it didnt rain. Now I came down to just take the kids out but I somehow ended up with 3 extra children..now thats all together 7 children going trick or treating. I have to say at first I was a little pissed off because thats alot of children to watch but now it was all well worth it. We all had so much fun, everyone had a lot of candy and we all laughed so hard....I loved it. There is nothing more important than spending time with family.
My life is kinda....strange these days. I go through a lot of ups and downs where I am trying to figure out so much and I always feel like I can't think with a clear mind because there is always so much going on. I try my best but sometimes its just so hard. I feel like life is in the right direction and I love that feeling. Things are going on in my mind and in my heart that I am not sure of at this point but I will see how things play out before I actually decide how I truly feel about it. I don't want to make any quick decisions about things or emotions or thoughts I just want to see how things play out because lord knows I can go with how I feel and fuck my whole life up lmao. Anyway I have been having serious problems sleeping and its driving me crazy. I am on meds to help me sleep (no shame in that) yet they don't work past 4am so 4am every night I am wide awake and its driving me crazy I can't stand it....ok...im done with that convo for tonight the kids are sugar wired and I love it, now we are going to watch cartoons and see who falls asleep last...anyone who knows my children knows the baby "Bird" will be the last awake.