My Saturday

Today was truly a nice day. It start off kind of weird considering I am still dealing with some current issues about my father and also I had the worst cramps in the world so needless to say I was a little off this morning. As the day went on things seemed to get better yet my mood was kind of ....numb yet in still the kids are always that quick pick up I need to get me out of any slump I may be in. We went out for about 2 hours and they played and its always nice to see them smile. Thats the wonderful thing about children no matter whats goin on in life they can still smile and take the time to enjoy whats going on right then in there. As I watched them play a lot of thoughts came down on me hard but no matter how my thoughts went they kept even me smiling. I have learned a lot in the past 24 hours and I have to say....while life sends you through different things you are always able to see the good side of things if you allow yourself to. I feel ok right now. I can't say I have reached my peek of happiness or anything like that but I am in an ok place in life and for that I am thankful. Another week is ahead and I am sure there will be more challenges but I will battle them all head on and alone because you dont need anyone to battle with you, it just makes the fight easier...lol

Ok its about 11pm I am going to go ahead and lay down with the two men that are now in my bed lmao and enjoy this time and no focus on tommorrow or the next day.

I am blessed...thats all