bored at work

So I am sitting at work now with so many thoughts running through my mind. Today is August 17th and so much has gone on this year alone to just make me reflect on things. The one thing I haven’t been able to do for some reason or another is change my phone number. I have found every excuse in the world as to why I shouldn’t change it but at this point I had to. I no longer want to deal with certain people that were a part of my life in the past and for that reason I have changed 2 cell numbers and my home number. Its weird because I felt like I would miss out on something, maybe someone would try to contact me that I wanted to talk to and couldn’t but really....if I haven’t talked to you in the past 2 days then that means I don't need to talk to you. I was also concerned with my father and someone getting on contact with me about him but everyone knows how to get to my grandmother and she knows how to get me so really I had to walk away from that number. I am glad I didn’t change my area code lol cause now I'm going back to CT. Ok what else is on my mind??? I have therapy today and omg my therapist is the best she is so supportive in everything positive I do. She keeps me up when others try to keep me down. The journey ahead will be long but well worth it. Class starts in 3 weeks so now the new job, new school, new apartment geesh...but I thank God for all his blessings, all of them. There was a time when I questioned my worth, questioned my point here on earth, wondered if I was going in the right direction, wondering if I was taking life serious. I now see I am focused and determined to do what needs to be done not only for me but for the 4 little ones. Ok I am going to get back to work now..OOMMMGGGG I am so not feeling Americas Best Dance Crew I thought this season would be better than the last. The best part of this show is the Vougers wow they are an all gay dance crew and one is a trans. Now that right there is amazing and I love them. I taped it last night because I was watching True blood but I will watch it when I get home from work. I am also feeling all of puffys shows this season. Ok I am done..work is slow so im kinda just blah blah blahing right now