sat evening

hey again, lets see I always try to talk about new stuff going on in my life so I did something kinda new last night and I am feeling ok about it right now. These past few weeks have been really hard on me because things have seriously changed in so many ways and I feel alone because no one can seem to understand where I am coming from with it all at this point. either people just hate what I have done or just simply have no understanding of it by just saying its ok....or ...it will be fine...things like that while coming from the person sound nice yet me hearing them doesnt change what I am going through at this point. I am sitting here trying to write this blog and I have someone talking me to death..umm cant you see me doing something? Ok anyway back to what i was writing about. So last night I got my hair done and I went down to my homegirl Jens house and had so much fun omg it felt so good to just do stuff like that really felt good. I got home around 6am and I have been sleep all damn day but I still had to hit the mall and get some stuff for the kids. All in all I had a really nice time there and while I wanted to go back today I was beat and I also have some things to take care of here at home. Tomorrow I am going to wash clothes and do some cleaning get ready for another week at the job and also looking forward to my week of working out. I am going to start weight watchers on wednesday just to again keep track of the weight loss. I am feeling really bothered right now and I am doing my best to relax my mind but cant seem to. Maybe I need to go to sleep and just relax all thoughts for a little while and once i do that maybe I can come back tomorrow and blog with more stubstance.

Ok thats all for now...stay tuned.