Interesting day today

I usually do blogs where I say oh this is a new day and blah blah but really today is just another day but its a different feeling to this day. I am sitting here at 8:17pm alone litterally wondering what I am going to do until its time for me to go to sleep. As always I am trying to figure out what to do next and I think I got it. I am actually going to write here everyday very open ended type of conversations but kind of a 'how to" booklet. Learning starts with understanding where you want to be and how to get there. I know where I want to be I just have to climb a small mountain to get there but today I am going to cherrish this moment alone and do something that matters tonight. I talked to Dionie tonight and I hadnt in a while and it was refreshing because its nice to hear the smile from a child through the phone when they speak with you. No matter where she is or who she is around she will always remember Neeve. I have a short way to go, I cant even say a long way to go because I am more than half way there its just a point of changing my mind set a little and pushing that much harder. I have an amazing mind and an amazing drive its just a point of keeping gas in the car and not letting it get on "E" At the end of each blog I am going to list something different I did today. Not just going to work and making dinner and paying bills but something that will have an effect on the rest of my life.

-----Today I started this blog that was my goal and I did it.