Day 1 here on blogger

I felt the need to come here and blog because I have been on a lot of different sites and I cant stay commited to any of them so maybe I will stay here *wink*. I am going to do my best to keep this one kinda quiet since I may truly be sharing some real thoughts and concerns here. I am not a private person but recently some of my words have attempted to be used against me and that gets on my nerves. I am now sitting here watching nanny 911 bored. This week is spring break for the kids and they are with their father on vacations so I am home alone. I have never spent this much time alone before I usually have someone around me but my girlfriend had school so she had to be home and there is no one else...*deep sigh* I am making dinner...well tv dinner to be honest I cant see myself cooking for just me like that doenst make sense to me. I have a few things on my mind that I think I am going to express here...brb gotta get my dinner out of the microwave. Ok (half an hour later) so I am dealing with a few things right now that are bothering me I am going to say them here...(just figures I would put my shit online lmao) so I have recently entered into another relationship. My last relationship ended in a really bad way and I am so not the relationship type. LIke I really love women, but I enjoy fucking them much more than being with them everyday. I have to say my ex made me kinda realize how nice it is to wake up to someone and have that special someone you call on when you need someone to talk to. I am not that big on that cuddlin shit but now I guess things are changing and that brings me to my issue for today. So me and my girl have a very open honest relationship. she understand that I love flirtin wit girls and shit and I know she deals with female but there is one female she is cool with and I am so uncomfortalbe with it. Its weird for me because usually I dont care who my girls talk to but this rii here has me feeling some kinda way. I only feel like it bothers me because this girl loves my girl and wants my girl. My girl wanna play that friendship shit wit her and I know its going to end real fucked up. At some point this girl is going to make one foul move and I am going to flip the fuck off on both of them. what bothers me is that my girl didnt want me being cool with my ex slim but she wanna be fucking friends with this non truth telling bitch. Ok you know what I am done here imma call someone and get my mind off this shit. Mark my words...one of them is going to fuck up SOON....ok *wavin* lata bloggerz....*muah*