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Monday, November 9, 2009

My girlfriend

Ok I dont blog about my girl too much because really its not what my blogs are about but today I have to speak out. I have been in many relationships well thats a lie I have been in about 3 what I would call relationships. While I have slept with women there arent many women I would claim as my girl. No matter how long I may be fucking a certain someone that doesnt make her my girl. Now I am not saying I am all this and that and I dont claim girls I just don't see myself walking around saying "yea this my girl and oh this is my girl" thats not my style. Ok let me get back to the subject. So anyway me and my girl have been together for about 10 months now and its been rocky like really being our relationship started off as a lie its been hard. I was actually in a relationship with another women when I started dealing with my girl, and I also had something going on with another female at the time also needless to say I was doing way too much. I lost a lot in the process but today I am a better person because of it. I have learned a lot about how to treat people and what to do and not to do when you care about someone. I never really knew how to value someones worth and pay attention to all they put into me. I am taking the time to see what she is to me and what she means and what changes she has made for me. I'm not going to sit here and de-value my most recent ex and what she did for me and my kids but I can't focus on that now because that is truly my past (for more reasons than one) My current girlfriends name is Mo aka Morgen aka Djefsclusive. Let me take a min to talk about her and her changes and then what they mean to me. This woman is the very very very very young (lol) age os 23 and when I first met her she was 16 and I couldnt get down with her at that time but some how we crossed paths again and while she was still immature her sex was oommmggg and then the icing on the cake was when she read one of her english papers to me and I knew then she had an amazing amount of potential I just had to pull it out of her. She started this relationship off not working, mixing music and smoking weed. I am ok with the music but the not working and smoking is something I dont deal with. I myself am a non smoker (for reasons I will talk about later) and after many conversations she has stopped for the love of me, she also gave up her music so that she could stay home and take care of my children, she has now found a fulltime job so that I don't have to work because the last position I held was stressful on my body and mind. She has done some amazing things for me and mine and I cant continue to look past it. People have asked me what I see in her and I have to say she is amazing. She has chosen to give up a life of being young and messing around to truly being a family man, taking care of me and the kids in more ways than one. The most recent thing (as if she hasnt done enough ) was my GPS was stolen out of my car, and my cell phone too so today I get a phone call saying she got something for me and I thought it was a new earpeice for my phone and she sends me a pic of the Garmon GPS with the bluetooth like OMG I am too excited. She is truly the shit I appreciate her in so many ways. Now our relationship is far from perfect we are still working out the kinks but this relationship like no other is upfront. We are both aware that one day we may leave eachother but we ask for honesty and while its hard...and I am not the most honest person I am truly working on it because she is wiling to take my honesty and understand. I love her...I do and I wont deny that to anyone. She is my all........thank you baby aka Mo Mo aka Daddi. Ok I am done, imma go to bed with no one but her on my mind. Now ummm Mo dont make me read this in the near future and hate you lmao stay on ya shit man..you are doing great I am very proud of you. Muah.

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