So im driving to work and usually for the hour and 45mins I either don't
listen to anything or I listen to various radio stations becasue going
from one state to another the stations can have horrible reception. So
this morning I decided to listen to my ipod andim feeling all kinds of
ways. I was ok when I woke up this morning but this music has put me in
another frame of mind. Im feeling sad right now. Missing someone is hard
when there is no way to fix it when so much has been done that there is
no turning back. I promise myself im not going to spend years of regret
and try to take it as lifes lessons but all in all it hurts bad. Im not
a jealous person at all I can be envious at times but it doesn't last
long but right now im feeling so much inside myself im close to tears
and there is only one person who can bring me there. I wish there was
something I could do something I could have changed. Im so not going to
allow myself to slip into something I don't know how to get out of but
damn im feeling it right now. I won't dwell on this I can't I have too
much going on but God knows I miss........her. Ok im so done here. I
hope my blog helps someone out there who doesn't appreciate the one who
truly loves you like no other and expects nothing else from you but ur
love in return.
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