Its 5something in the morning and I am driving to work. I was watching
daddys girls last night and its a cute show I think I am falling in love
with the cousin she is sexy from her voice to her body and her ways wow.
Ok anyway at the end of the show run said something that made me smile.
He said when he is trying to make decisions about things he starts
beating himself over the head trying to figure out what to do and once
you stop beating yourself over the head things start to come to your
mind easier. I have been really going through it trying to decide where
I should be and where I want to be between CT and RI and its been a hard
battle because I do have someone to talk to about it and she was willing
to help there was only so much she could do from her end the weight
still was on my shoulders. The battle was hard hell it still is and last
night I had to let it all go. Anyway that's not even what I came to blog
about. so ............ I was online reading a friend of mines blog it
was about or tittle ex to the next or something (sorry Que I forgot the
name) and it was about how her ex has a girl and she can tell they are
happy and things are good with them and she is ok with her relationship
status but there are things she wants to ask her ex about the next in
comparison but she feels like her ex either won't answer or if she does
answer she won't be honest. I feel exactly where you are coming from
Que. I have an ex that I can tell is happy with her girl yet there are
things I wanna know. Like im confident and all but shit im a virgo so im
curious as hell. Like I know im fun and funny so I don't wanna know
who's funnier my question is more of the sexual type. Like everyones sex
is different but one thing I have never had someone tell me someone was
better was my oral skills. Yessss I wanna know if she is better than me.
That's just wrong right? Well fuck it I wanna know. I don't think I will
ask for the same reasons Que won't ask her ex but it does cross my mind
a lot *shrug* lol. Welp im not gonna say anymore I guess people are
where they want to be....time for me to let go and find my own path and
focus on that. Ok yall imma finish driving.
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