Bored...maybe

I have been online for about 20 mins or so and I am bored so I went looking for some news and couldnt find anything worth reading or maybe I am so focused on my own personal news I couldnt take the time to open my mind to anything else. Things for me have been really weird these past few days its like once I just let go of things everything seems to be coming more clear to me. I think I was hanging on to some feelings and or emotions that were useless to me. Its like wishing you could eat your favorite food but your allergic....why not just find another food you enjoy just as much...right? so thats what I am in the process of doing, instead of wishing this or that I will just find something that fits me and my life better so that way I still remain satified. Im watching scooby doo with baby Bird, now of course snoogie is here too but he isnt interested in the show he is actually sitting here talking me to death. Today was soooo long at work I got there around 6something and didnt get off until 6 so that truly wore me down and the system was down so instead of it being time off from work it was stressful because with the type of job I have now we have to stay until the work is done. I had a horrible headache but the ride home was ok. Well I am just going on about nothing because I am in the mood to talk but nothing i really want to talk about maybe tomorrow or the next day. Oh one good thing if the system isnt up I am off tomorrow so I can spend the day chilling. I need to go out this weekend and just remind myself I am not 89 years old....lets see how that goes. Good things are happening right before my eyes and like my therapist says. dont stress myself about what next be thankful for right now and right now....someone is showing they are more of a support than I thought. Ok I am done talking about nothing....until next time