Us...Over????

So I have someone that I kinda go to to ask what I should blog about because there are times I feel the need to blog but not sure what subject I want to stay on. The subject today is What you feel about right how..this seperation. How hard is it for me or how if I feel anything.

I will start by saying that me and Mo recently broke up: I am sure some of my readers who are following me on twitter or facebook already know but for those of you who don’t yes we broke up. Why did we break up??? Maybe somewhere in this blog I will say why or just stay on the subject at hand. How hard is it for me? Its hard beacause as everyone knows I have 4 children at home who have come to know and love her for all that she is and or isnt, that have learned to accept her as part of the family and it took almost 2 years to get there but all in all they all love her. Everyday when they see me the first question they ask is "Where is Mo?" as the days go on that question gets harder and harder because one day I wont be able to say "at work she will be home soon" because soon she wont be living with us anymore. Its hard being a single parent of 4 but when I chose to have my children I was single so now going back to it will be hard but it can be done. I truly appreciate all Mo has been to our lives and I don’t expect her to be completely gone at this point. Her and I have a mutual understanding of what needs to be done and I wont talk about it here but we both know whats going on and if things stay focused everything will work out for everyone. Other than just talking about the kids I am sure it wants to be known if I will miss her and to answer honestly yes. She has been a great person in my life doing any and everything needed in this relationship and for the reasons I wont go into we were not able to make it work yet we still will remain friends. The difference between any of my other exes and her is that we arent breaking up because I cheated or did something outside of this relationship so its something we can manage. I do feel for everyone in this situation but as all things in life I am looking forward to an amazing year. I have some really great people in my life right now and I love them so they will be there for me when times get hard. I will always love Mo for who she has become for me and I will continue to watch over her in her journey through life. At this point I have met the most amazing individual (no she isnt my rebound) and she has a lot of wisdom and she is now my rock, she answers every text, every phone call, ever knock on the door and I love her for it…I am blessed to have her. God has blessed me with some amazing people I just hope I can be just as amazing for them. I have learned how to treat a woman, I have learned not to lie or cheat, just to take care of and love her with all I have. …..Does that answer the question?