Process

Everything in life is a process. I am spending a lot of time getting things together in my life and making sure everything is well thought out. I am known for making quick moves and not taking the time to think them through. The one thing I tend to forget is at least for today God has given me the time to do what needs to be done and thinking about tomorrow is just that a thought, if tomorrow doesnt come for me then I know I did what I was supposed to do on this present day and tomorrow is a gift from God and I shall do the same. So as I was saying I am doing things now and I promise the more I do the more things come up that I want or need to do and for some reason I am able to go through with them all. Just recently I was handling some things and me and the boys were out and this lady came up to them saying how cute they were and how she would like her boss to see them. I thought it was bullshit but then an agency called me and before you know it we were at the photo shoot today. This was an experience for us all because this is something I never really didnt take the time to think about my boys modeling more of playing sports but all in all its an amazing thing and they had so much fun. My youngest twin was too funny with the camera man but they had a blast. This is something I can continue to do with them as needed. Now I am sitting here thinking about whats happening in the next month and I am way too excited. Things are going so great I am so blessed, I smile every night before I go to sleep, stress free...loving life. It too so long for me to get here and after 2 and a half years of wondering why I was there, why I was going through it, why what happened to me happened I can finally let it go and say "Neeve youre going to be just fine" I am blessed. Its almost 6pm and my stomach is feeling really tight, I think it was the crunches but anyway I am going to go hang out with the peoples for a little while. I will keep things updated when I have time but right now things are busy OOMMMGGGG big day coming Feb 13th and Feb 14th this valentines day is going to be amazing...lol *smile* ok im out

Until next time.......