Eventful

Yesterday was truly an evenful day. I am sitting here at 6:41 am drinking some juice and thinking about a million things all at once and I have been wanting to come to the blog but sometimes I like to think and see how things are going to play out before I do. Yesterday started off great got up early and worked out for 45 mins drank a lot of water ate a very light but healthy breakfast and was feeling energized. As the morning went on things started to get complicated and hard yet I was determined to maintain my level of energy. I got a phone call that was basically telling me that an ex friend of mine can no longer be my friend anymore because its uncomfortable for her girl. Now I have to admit I do understand why because we have recent unfriend type history but at the same time I explained to her this would happen she has always assured me that it wouldnt and sure enough it did. Its so fucked up because everytime I ride by her house my twins want to go see her or at least call her, now my daughter is re-into her asking about her all the time wanting to go spend time with her because she promised my daughter she could come spend the night just to get away and thats all gone now. What pisses me off is to me she is putting all this shit into someone who isnt worthy of her but hell who am I to judge. Its fortunate that I never took the time to learn her number by heart because I deleted all her contact information from my phone that way I am never tempted to send a random text or even a forward. I have to say yesterday I was hurt, today I am pissed off but hey.....I always knew it was bullshit from the start. So anyway I went on about the day doing what I had planned to do and as the day started to come to an end I started not to feel so good and I ended up having an anxiety attack. Now I normally don't have those unless I am driving to an unfamiliar place but I had one at home and that really threw me off. Sad part was the twins saw it and they didnt know what to do. Thankfully I came out of it as always I just think yesterday was a stressful day so that made my body unfamiliar with the emotions. Today is a new day I prayed so hard last night I even had someone very special to me pray for exactly what I need in my life right now (thank you) Today I will continue my grind oh yeah....I worked out for another hour last night so yesterday did a total of 1hour and 45 mins and right now, my body hurts but I'm about to turn the dvd on and gets the heart pumping. I am going to go for now but there will be updates at my life gets a little weird in the next couple of weeks.
Until next time..............