Hectic

Things have been so hectic the past couple of weeks from finally getting into the apartment so now setting up. I think one of the biggest things is that this is by far the biggest apartment I have ever had. The last apartment I had in CT was an nice size but this apartment is like twice the size and thats good when it comes to space for everything but damn a lot of cleaning. This morning I was cleaning up and still putting things away I am far from done but I have a really good start. The one thing I love is my new bed. I am weird because usually when I get a new place I buy a cheap bed this time I decided to go all out and I got myself a new latex pillow top bed and got all the kids the same bed and when I tell you its like sleeping on pillows oommmggg... I love it and so do they. I start my new job next week and I am excited and nervous at the same time. I miss working and being on top of the world taking care of business like I used to when I lived here in CT. Moving to RI wasnt a mistake it was what had to be done at that time but its not somewhere I could stay. With having the two twins you are always going to need some type of backup when you are unable to be there for them and I didnt have that in RI. I used to have my girl then she turned into my ex then my friend and she was able to help a lot but once she decided she was cutting us out of her life I had to make moves in a different direction and thats also how I knew I had to go. I got to a point where I never wanted me or the kids to see her again because of the way she ended the "friendship" but all in all things worked out for the best....Wait I got WAY off subject..anyway things are good...I am sitting here now about to hit the mall because I got new work clothes but I want a few more outfits so imma go pick those up and some shoes. I am taking my daughter on a $500 shopping spree this saturday in NY. She just got her hair done and now she will think she is too cute with all her new stuff yet she can't wear it during the week she will be fly on the weekends lol.

In other news...
I am speaking at a seminar this saturday about domestic voilence. I have talked about my situation to various people but never in public so I am kinda nervous but if I can help someone then its all well worth it. I think this is a brand new start for me and I am looking forward to it. I am excited about life and waiting to begin this amazing journey.

Valentines day was amazing from a Tiffanys neclace with my name in it (yes its real lol) to a beautiful blue dimond bracelet flowers candy cards and most of all 4 happy healthy children and oh yea...my son baby snoogs HATES hibachi he said "THIS IS TOO MUCH FIRE" LOL

thats all for now folks

Until next time.....