Hectic

Things have been so hectic the past couple of weeks from finally getting into the apartment so now setting up. I think one of the biggest things is that this is by far the biggest apartment I have ever had. The last apartment I had in CT was an nice size but this apartment is like twice the size and thats good when it comes to space for everything but damn a lot of cleaning. This morning I was cleaning up and still putting things away I am far from done but I have a really good start. The one thing I love is my new bed. I am weird because usually when I get a new place I buy a cheap bed this time I decided to go all out and I got myself a new latex pillow top bed and got all the kids the same bed and when I tell you its like sleeping on pillows oommmggg... I love it and so do they. I start my new job next week and I am excited and nervous at the same time. I miss working and being on top of the world taking care of business like I used to when I lived here in CT. Moving to RI wasnt a mistake it was what had to be done at that time but its not somewhere I could stay. With having the two twins you are always going to need some type of backup when you are unable to be there for them and I didnt have that in RI. I used to have my girl then she turned into my ex then my friend and she was able to help a lot but once she decided she was cutting us out of her life I had to make moves in a different direction and thats also how I knew I had to go. I got to a point where I never wanted me or the kids to see her again because of the way she ended the "friendship" but all in all things worked out for the best....Wait I got WAY off subject..anyway things are good...I am sitting here now about to hit the mall because I got new work clothes but I want a few more outfits so imma go pick those up and some shoes. I am taking my daughter on a $500 shopping spree this saturday in NY. She just got her hair done and now she will think she is too cute with all her new stuff yet she can't wear it during the week she will be fly on the weekends lol.

In other news...
I am speaking at a seminar this saturday about domestic voilence. I have talked about my situation to various people but never in public so I am kinda nervous but if I can help someone then its all well worth it. I think this is a brand new start for me and I am looking forward to it. I am excited about life and waiting to begin this amazing journey.

Valentines day was amazing from a Tiffanys neclace with my name in it (yes its real lol) to a beautiful blue dimond bracelet flowers candy cards and most of all 4 happy healthy children and oh yea...my son baby snoogs HATES hibachi he said "THIS IS TOO MUCH FIRE" LOL

thats all for now folks

Until next time.....

Ask me no questions I tell you no lies

Goodmorning Blogger,
This morning I got an email that sparked a couple of questions that I am going to answer here. The reason I am answering them here is because the email wasnt the only question I have been asked, I am getting them on the phone, text, IMz and tweets so I am going to list the most popular questions and answer them honestly here. If I missed something let me know (for those who email me regarding my blogs)

1. Did I move from RI to CT? Yes I have officially moved, a couple of weeks ago I started looking for a place yet I was still in the place where I was in RI after a long talk with God I came to the conclusion this is where I need to be and I signed my lease on Feb 3rd.

2. Are you and your girl still together? Yes we are its been a year and a few months (im not good with dates) and things are going well, no complaints from my end at all. She works hard for me, and anything I don't like she changes instantly and its appreciated.

3. Are all the children living with you? As of today yes we finally moved in and are getting settled, its been a long road but its a road well traveled.

4. Do you have a job there in CT? Yes I work for a cell phone company doing customer service, no you will not see me at a store selling phones lol I do only phone calls and I was supposed to start Jan 25th but I was blessed enough to push it off a month so I can find an apartment.

5. Are the twins in school? Yes they are and they love it, they are learing so much more everyday and they are loving it and thats whats most important to me.

6. Are you still the same old cheating Neeve? Now this question was funny but so real because it came from someone who knows me very well. I am going to actually just post this question and not answer....lol...no need to state obvious.

7. Will you ever go back to old flames? HELL NO...I considered a few but after careful consideration I see them for who they are and they arent people I want in my love life, friends....yea fine but lovers no. Sometimes you have to step away from someone to see who they really are and that becomes unattractive to me.

8. Has your heart been broken yet? Uhhhh no, cant say it has, I have been upset by someone but broken no, and I will never allow that to happen. I don't trust enough to go all in because I see first hand what people can put you through hell I put all my girl friends and some friends through hell and back so I am surely not going to allow someone to do that to me.

9. Are you in love with youre girl? Yes I am she means a lot to me I am going to look up being in love and see if it matches lol....but all in all she has my heart.

10. Do you see yourself getting married? For the first time in my life yes I truly want to get married and become a family with someone.

11. Are you going to have any more children? This question comes and goes in my mind sometimes more because my girl wants me to have one I consider it but not any time soon. School starts in September so after my degree is complete maybe I will look into it.

12. Do you miss anyone from you past? Yea I miss em all lol and i am being honest. There is something about them all that I enjoyed but there is also something that toxic about them too.

13. Anything you regret? Yes a lot but I have learned from my past I am focused on being a power Les at this point in my life. I have kinda taken two years off of real life and taken care of my mental I am now in a really good place mentally and am focused on regaining my life back.

14. Will you ever stop blogging tweeting or being online? NOPE dont wanna stop cause I dont have to stop its my form of venting my outlet that I will use for as long as I want plus it allows my past to keep up with me without asking lol

Ok thats all for now folks I think I said it all and anything else...JUST ASK lol

Until next time.....